just realised that i haven blogged for more than a week. sigh. hols are just gone like that. i dun even know exactly what i spent the hols doing la. it's quite funny. i only rmb going out a few times, falling sick, staring at my hmk and pts and pondering on whether to start them, watching youtube and tv.. looking forward to dec hols. that's what i call hols. no hmk, no pts, no stress(:

school is rather tiring and stressful nowadays. term 4. expected. i haf 3 pts to complete and guess what? i haven even really started on any. super rite? and 2 are due next week, 1 due next next week. i will hafta slog like a cow this weekend. still haf gb stuff to settle. cantata publicity stuff and heralds workplan stuff. plus lsl. ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i really need a stress reliever now. just completed the math test today. graphs. i was ok i guess. hope didnt make any careless mistakes. shouldnt think about it now. it's over anyway(:

oh. then i had to go for this moe survey thingo today. i wont call it a survey lor. as in i had to complete this math paper. lasted for 1h 40 min i think. killed more than half of my brain cells. bcos today alr sacrificed a quarter of my brain cells on the math test alr. so there wasnt much left for the survey. and the survey thing was not easy lor. although it was like the format of a p6 math paper, i thought it was really difficult. they tested on topics like similarity and congruency, stem and leaf, proportion, blablabla.. all of which has sort of escaped from my brain. as in i realli forgot how to solve. and to think topics like similarity and congruency i only learnt it last yr. i think by the time i go jc, i would haf forgotten what i learnt in rgs. aiya. but cannot blame me. my brain is only that small and can only contain that amount of knowledge. with so much more new knowledge trying to force their way into my brain, i would hafta sacrifice some of the old knowledge to make space. haha :D and after "completing" the paper(left some questions blank bcos i didnt know how to do), i could feel all the tiredness setting in. my brain just suddenly felt so tired. it's not like i haf nvr done this kind of paper b4. it's almost like p6 math paper, just that the topics tested are sec 1 and sec 2. and there were only 41 questions (MCQ and open-ended) compared to the 50 questions in p6 math paper. and i nvr felt that tired when i did it in p6. sigh. my brain's getting old..

sigh. the past few days haf been really tiring. as in i reach home quite late, then by the time i reach home all the energy has been drained from my body, and i just dun haf the jing1 shen2 to do anything else. like mon. reached home at 7. had to finish hmk. at first i wanted to study for math test oso, but i was just too tired and there wasnt enough time. then yesterday i skipped jap class to come home to do last minute studying. then today haf the moe survey thing. come home still must prac piano and finish hmk.

and i just realised this entry is kinda long. shud stop now. sigh. wish me luck for the rest of the days to come and help me survive till until eoys<3