holidays are here!! i totally promise myself that i will make good use of this break to catch up on my work and not while it away like the rest of my hols. ok, let me list out briefly wad i need to do this hol:
finish ALL homework.
read ALL notes.
revise ALL subjects.
sort out and upload ALL photos.
finish ALL pts.
file ALL notes and ws.
finish writing ALL journals.
prac piano INTENSIVELY.
pack up EVERYTHING in study room.
pack up EVERYTHING in bedroom.
on top of that i need my well-deserved rest. possible? sigh.. nw i will just haf to blindly believe "you3 zhi4 zhe3 shi4 jing4 cheng2" XP

spent the whole day wif qh yesterday(: had a great time at kbox, walking around and watching concert etc. then we were discussing a group study thingy. but we promise that it is nt an excuse to slack off and "pretend" to be studying. lolx:D

*there is no room for regrets in this world*

I realised that it is the simplest things that gives life its greatest pleasures. A simple comment or smile could simply give me the greatest satisfaction.

just a random thought XP

yayy(: finally blogging again. finally feeling a bit of my life coming back to me again(: actually im was very free starting frm last weekend, but din feel like blogging XP but i suddenly feel very guilty. i haven done anything with relation to schoolwork after skool for the past wk. as in when i come home i either read my book, watch tv, slack, or stone. haha:D feel so bad suddenly. nvr mind, i start my hardworkingness soon. bcos i realise my grades are slipping. i better work harder if i wanna do well for end of years. so.. i haf decided to start mugging in the june hols!! yay!! muggers wan4 sui4!! lolx:D

anyway, i went dragonboating with gb this afternoon. haha, i rmb the last time i went dragonboating was in pri skool in p5 camp. it was quite fun, although a bit too short. then im now officially sunburnt. even with sunblock. haha, prob bcos we went during the hottest time of the day, when the sun rays are the most vicous: 12noon. i oso dunno why the tcher booked that time slot. but i enjoyed myself all the same la(: we won the mini dragonboat race thingy!! yayyness XP and i like my instructor. he's quite funny and made the whole dragonboating more fun(:he's frm NTU i think. lolx:D

hmm.. this week of lots of stoning time allowed me to think of lotsa things. basically my life la. then i thought of a lot of things frm the past, and realised how some things have been so easily satisfying, how some things can juz put a smile on my face, and how some things cnt be changed once i haf missed the chance. haha:D suddenly so emo. but i suddenly realised how some things are much more impt than grades. then suddenly thought of cyndi's new song: na4 nian2 xia4 tian1 ning2 jing4 de4 hai3. i think one phrase is quite true. hui2 yi4 bi3 zhen1 shi2 jing1 cai3. memories are sometimes really more enriching and happy than reality. ok. shall stop being emo XP

sec 4 alr!! nxt yr gg rjc. suddenly feel a bit scared. wonder wad the new environment will be like. i dun feel sec 4 kaes. i dun feel like i will be gg jc nxt yr. i dun feel like i will be an undergrad in 3 yrs time. i dun even know wad i wanna be in the future. shud really start giving it a serious thought. hmm...