yes.liberalisation.temporarily.haha.i totally lived in confinement for the past 2 and a half wks la.so tired.and sian.and drained.i nvr felt so stressed b4 leh.and i feel like i've never felt so stupid my entire life.haha.for the first time in the last wk i felt tht if i stepped out of the hse and got knocked down by a car it is a gd thing.then i dun need to go for exam.haha.but wadeva la.over liao.YAYY!!although only can relax for a short while.haha.
went out wif xf and char today after chem.ate at pasta then went to watch movie.xf convinced us to watch this jap movie called ten promises to my dog.at first i was a bit skeptical, but act it's v nice.haha.very very touching.first time i see almost the whole theatre crying.i also cry until my eyes felt swollen.haha.
and i bought vcds to watch!haha.cos ts having sale nw then some of the old shows selling for v cheap.i bought snow queen.cos char say it's v sad.and i like sad shows.haha.
yes.time to experience wad real living is.i shall go watch tv.no more books.no more notes.juz the tv and me.hahahahaha.
haha yayy i finally changed my blogskin.it din take v long actually.haha.
2nd wk into the hols.and i haven done much constructive studying.ok.im gg to a gd gal and start mugging nao.N-A-O.haha
i watched the finale of the 9 o clock drama on tudou yesterday, cos i couldnt catch it on fri.it's super nice la.it's been a long time since i followed channel 8 dramas.cos they are juz too cheesy and boring.but this one's nice.and plot is gd.and the way they structure the show is oso gd.it's emo,yet it has a happy ending.and oso got many life philosophies.and got cute guys and pretty gals.wahahahaha.
act nowadays i oso dno wad drama to watch.taiwan dramas dun realli interest me much anymore.cos the plot's like all the same.and there's nth much on tv.except maybe dou niu yao bu yao which i catch occassionally.cos hebe's so chio.hahahaha.and all those no brainer variety shows.nt many nice songs nowadays oso.so there's act nth much for me to do at home other than mug.which may be a blessing in disguise actually.haha.
yayy cant wait to go hk.my mum said she's nt gg to restrict buying there.so i can shop all i want!!yayy.haha.ok i sound like a spendthrift.but i haven don proper shopping in like v long.and shopping does make me happy for some reason.like no need to buy a lot of things.juz looking at all pretty and cool stuff available can make me happy.ok im weird.haha.
ok shall get back to my boring mugging life:D
im strong.im strong.im strong.
i heard a saying: life's like cutting onions, there will eventually be a piece which makes u tear. then why does my life seem to have extra?
im strong.but ur every action is breaking it down, piece by piece.but i will keep the wall up, because i am strong.
sometimes one tries so hard to keep up the facade, they forget the real them beneath it.
im strong.or at least i think i am.
