im gg vietnam tmr!! dno whether im feeling excited, scared, doubtful etc.haha.mixed feelings.but 2 wks feel v long to be away..haha.i will miss a lot of things.like my family, my frens, my hse, my bed, computer, tv,guitar,shops...haha.but on the nicer side, i can get to see stuff i nvr see b4, experience life i haf nvr experienced b4..but seriously, im quite scared.cos i feel homesick v easily.hmm.nvm, i will strengthen my heart.haha.become a stronger person(:see yall in 2wks(:

yayy cls chalet officially ended yesterday.it was super long la, 4D3N, but i felt it passed by really quickly.haha.i think its cos the first 2 days we woke up quite late, like 10 plus.and the 3rd day i had to go back to skool for stupid h3 math lecture.boring la.i was dying in there.cos i din bring uni.so i had to borrow from caohui's boarding roommates.then me and xf were too lazy to really change, so we juz put the uni over our shorts and shirt.haha.quite funny.somemore the lt was unexpectedly stuffy.so i was restless,tired,bored and giddy at the same time cos of the stuffiness.it was an unbearable 2hrsXD then we like 'stripped' as we were outside the lt la.cos caohui needed the uni back, so me and xf decided to juz 'strip'.super comical.yea.

ok bsck to the chalet.act nw i think back, i oso cnt rmb wad we did exactly.i dun rmb doing much, but the time juz passed.lets see, the first day we checked in at 5, then nt many ppl yet, so we were juz lazin arnd and watching yu le bai fen bai.then went for dinner.then came back to watch dark knight.then played snap.oh then we all sat arnd the bed, turn off the lights and told ghost stories.super fun.haha.and quite creepy oso.cos we pushed 2 single beds together, and i happened to be sitting at the small gap there,so there was this cold wind blowing at my legs.haha.but we digressed.from ghost stories to dreams to scary dreams etc.

the nxt day woke up,went for brunch,slacked arnd playing random things in the chalet, like badminton,o2mania,cards.then we went cycling.we taught xiaoxi hw to cycle(: she learns super fast.i predicted she wont take v long to learn, cos she's brave(: then i had to go for guitar cls.haha.came back at nite,played citadels.then took a walk to the red hse at 2 plus in the morn.haha.was quite creepy la.the place was all fenced up,then had vines growing all over the fence.the windows were boarded up oso,but dillon said if it werent, if we looked into the window we would see a rocking chair with a doll sitting on it.scary.....apparently it became an abandoned haunted hse cos everytime they tried to demolish it, something will happen to delay it,until they gave up trying to demolish it.after tht still din slp lei,cos the boys wanted to eat,so we went mcdonalds.i felt extremely guilty eating macs at 3 plus in the morn,so i only drank ice milo.haha.

the nxt day,went for breakfast at macs again!!haha.then i had to go skool.then when i came back it was time for bbq alr.bbqing was quite fun(:mr ong came too(:bbqing ended really late, so by the time everyone took turns to wash up, it was 2 plus alr!!then we watched batman begins.it was a good show,but i was really too tired to really watch it.haha.in the end we slpt at 5!!

finally last day alr.woke up at 9, packed up,checked out,went for breakfast.then we went arcade.it was fun(:and xf and i make great partners for the basketball shooting machine.we missed stage 4 by 3 pts!! 247.record(: then we went bowling(: bryan was imba la.he got 4 strikes in a row!!!!! i got a 2 spares(: considering the fact i haven bowled for v v long,it wasnt too badXD then we were hungry so we went foodcourt to eat.and we sat there for 2 hrs juz eating and toking.

all in all, chalet was quite fun(: but the slping part was really limited.haha.but tht's the fun part bout chalets(:

today my grandma got admitted to hospital.then i was listening to the doctor.its funny how ppl tok bout making decisions of whether to do everything possible to keep the person alive or let the person leave comfortably when the person is in actual fact still alive.hmm.i guess its part of the protocol.

i saw a lot of old ppl in the hospital today.my grandma oso.i realise becoming old is really quite..i cant think of a word.i cant imagine one day im gg to become liddat oso.frail,weak,dependant.and ready to leave the world anytime.i wonder where ppl go after they leave.is it realli such a sad thing?