haha thx to charleen, i found out my hands and fingers are super fat!or shud i say chubby.haha sound nicer xD really as in i always knew my fingers are nt nice and slim, but i juz realised today they are much fatter than normal!!lol.like when i stretch out my fingers straight, then there will be dimple like thingies at my knuckles lei.omg.haha.esp my right hand.haha nvm i shall brainwash myself into believing my hands look chubbily cute xD
hha and i think i need to start studying properly.like really conc and start mugging hardcore.but i cant really do tht at home.hhmph.i think i need to haf study groups again.if nt im dead to the maxxxxx.haha:D
lol.milestone in life man.i got h1n1 xD and today's the official 2nd day im having sick leave at home. 1wk cnt go sch lei! i think im dead when i go back nxt wk.ohwells, juz 'enjoy' while i can.lol.my cls got 6 ppl absent wif flu like symptoms oso.and nw the rest of my clsmates are being trapped in a prison xD haha no la, its juz once they go to sch they muz go to a particular room and stay there until its time to go home.break oso cnt go canteen lei..omg i feel quite bad i think its cos of me xD sighh i shall make a proper apology when i go back nxt wk.
i've gotta stop letting others actions and decisions control my emotions.some things just need getting used to.just like how i got used to having those things in the first place.
withdrawal syndrome.i think trying nt to cry is wad i do best nowadays.thankfully there still exist things tht make me smile.
