all of life's 'what if's.i hate to think about it.but somehow it keeps on coming to mind.it hurts to think about it though.i mean there are so many possibilities in life.who knows wad would happen if another choice was made.sometimes i wonder if i would be happier i had made a different decision.i prob would be.like a lot happier.it really hurts to think about it.but then again i wouldnt haf met all these gd frens of mine nw.i guess it's juz a lot of gains and losses.hmm.
why is everyone so blessed except me.