haha, juz realised i haven blogged for v long again. i've decided to give up blogging on wad i did in the hols, cos it's juz gg to take forever.
school life's starting to kick in. i guess im starting to get used jc life alr. ok, maybe nt. i dno. i think i need more time.
feeling quite emo nowadays. bcos of many many diff things i guess. it's like suddenly im made to face many realities, and suddenly losing confidence in the stuff i used to haf confidence in. feeling a bit unwanted, a bit useless. a bit here, a bit there. it's like i dno wad's gd about me anymore. im trying really really hard, but somehow it doesnt seem to work. and im smiling when i actually feel like crying, laughing when i dun really feel laughing. juz so i dun affect those arnd me. ok, i sound really depressed. OPTIMISM. THINK OPTIMISM.
